Tuesday, October 19, 2010

From love and lust... to numbness and dust


I carry the burden of no longer feeling upon my shoulders, and its weight seems unbearable.

Your tomb is where your heart is, I should have known, but it seemed a secret so terrible, all those fears just haunted me.

I want to cry just to feel that I’m alive, but around my tears... it's like I’ve built a dam.

I really don’t want to hurt you, but my heart is as good as dead, and it feels like it’s been buried alive by love…

My soul is here in darkness. I should have known better…

Those memories are now carved in my soul like with daggers, piercing my heart every day…

It seems like love took away all that mattered, and hid everything else behind an unmarked wall in my heart.

I miss (and need) the warmth of your arms to save me, but instead I’m wrapped in this killing loneliness… with you… this killing numbness that turns my day into a gray void, with its venomous kiss turning my heart into a tomb.


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